1. |
if that's not enough
04:30
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you can call it however you want
lost inside you clenching my jaw
park the car when i'm dropping you off
taking walks & holding hands
give it time in hopes to feel different
just one more time don't get used to it
if that's not enough
you know i'm on call seven days a week
you know if i'm on time reality's got a leak
you know i'm on call seven days a week
you know if i'm on time reality's got a leak
so please help me
you can see it wherever you are
thought about you all day at my job
i can't wait to see you again
i'm so glad that you are my friend
everyone is indifferent
hearts in love say fuck you to it
if that's not enough
you know i won't hide the feelings in your sleep
you know i won't cry cause you will never leave
& i'll stay by your side until the very end
you're saving my life every single day you're alive
you can call it however you want
lost inside you clenching my jaw
park the car when i'm dropping you off
taking walks & holding hands
you can see it wherever you are
thought about you all day at my job
i can't wait to see you again
i'm so glad that you are my friend
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2. |
place (in your eyes)
02:51
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follow me now if you wanna go down
to this place i know of
it's not far but it's sort of hard to describe
where it is
we could go today
you'd find it hard not to stay
until we've gone on home
you won't feel so alone
dressed up & feeling like you matter
see you there it'll all be worth it
your eyes revealing what you want
all too well
hollow me out i'm bored & a coward
erase my whole self
swallow the doubt & please don't give up
evasive maneuvers
facing your own shadow alone
in case i throw up
picking up the pieces of your laughter
do you care is it worth it
adjust the feeling that you know all too well
in your eyes
in your eyes
in your eyes
in your eyes...
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3. |
sweet baby
04:39
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la la la la.. la la
la la la la.. la la
la la la la.. la la
la la la la.. la la
yeah when you know it's different
yeah
sweet baby i'm so glad that you were born
laughing my head off
so happy to be near you
the sublime mountain
the colossal storm
we are determined to try
yeah how you know it's different
yeah
sweet baby bliss is my reward
laughing my head off
if i so happen to be near you
a brand new way
to show what's yours
you & me in our own world
we fly
yeah it's how you know it's different
yeah
sweet baby i'm so glad that you were born
spanning time so happy to be near you
laughing my head off if i so happen to be near you
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4. |
night owl
03:05
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tried some glasses on but you couldn't see any better
as a matter of fact it was worse
cracked the window for a smoke & maybe a smile
make it all back up to yourself
just ignore an ocean of doubt
i don't wanna go back to being automatic
my will is strong but i stayed up late
way too tired to be awake & after a while
make it all back up to yourself
now you have a notion about
how it's not what you wanna see
figure this thing out truly
when you decide you're gonna get it right
but it's never easy
all these pens keep running out of ink
always critical of how you can't deal with failure
there's really no one to blame
if you make something you like just give it a while
it'll all work out cause your soul isn't giving up
as soon as i got home my thoughts got lost in waterfalls
so i put on a song
my bloody valentine instrumental no. 2
then i stared at a wall
i wasn't thinking of
anything in particular
it was just nice to sit there listening to my favorite song
cause i'm burnt out on the rest of 'em
it's like being in love
it's not what you wanna see
figure this thing out truly
when you decide you're gonna get it right
but it's never easy
all these pens keep running out of ink
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5. |
guts
04:06
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i can remember the last time it didn't hurt
there's no relief in sight
late in december so long ago
but i can still feel it every day when i wake up
please it's just me
i need someone to talk to
take my place i know you could do better
safe from harm with nowhere to go
stay right where you are
fight for the answers
even at times when you know that won't work
something inside knows you should
fate is a cancer
a bad song with too much reverb
i'll give it a kiss in spite
but sometimes you'll find a way to get through it
change your fate from a one way to something that's fluid
hide in the moment
like it's the last one with all that you've learned
something you mean
to deny what's inside you when it's pent up & twisted in turns
you're better than that
at least i think so
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6. |
somewhere
05:29
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what do you believe in fixing a flat tire
you think an awful lot about it
tilting on an incline
the quota's hung up on you
a bad phone call & feeling blue
it shows even if it’s not what you think
through everything out with the sink
6 months in between the fall & where you’ve been
so I wipe my eyes
just so I can read margins and lines
give it space as I turn away
& push it all down
should I take the blame
maybe you should just do the same
why am I so affected by it
a 9 to 5 masochist
somewhere you’ve never been
floating in selflessness
unconditional surrender
you have to give it all up higher than words can go
growing above yourself
if truth is a relative place
you’ll doubt it for a second it’s too late
but nothing can describe the feeling of where you are
I won’t avoid your eyes
& I’ll help when you catastrophize
duck my head in your lens your drew away
& strike my nerves down
the smell dissociates & you’ve got that look on your face
hey
can we address that this is a moment
or is there really something more to it
somewhere
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7. |
you won't say
03:18
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you're scaring me all the time
now i don't even bat an eye
still separate from me are you trying to hide
you won't say
you won't say
he's selling it cheap i'm not a liar
take my shape away it's not mine
impossible to make it out alive
you won't say
you won't say
oh no, it's not mine
oh no, it's not mine
oh no, it's not mine
tell me about your day
i've got headphones on what'd you say?
did you happen to have a good day?
it doesn't matter
it's taken up in a blaze
& hiding till the wind comes
lost what you're trying to say
it's not taking off the ground
you saved me from my own device
what's still crumbling on the inside
you won't say
you won't say
oh no, it's not mine
oh no, it's not mine
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8. |
sunday morning
04:37
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there's too much on my mind today
so many things i just can't say
why did the ball stop rolling
is it just sunday morning
something is gonna break
if i can't find the words to say
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